The hardest thing about this is that I realize, with each passing day, that if it were purely up to you, you would rather not have anything to do with me. No hi. No hello. No nothing.
I guess I just really thought that everything we went through would count for something more than that, you know? Inasmuch as I'd love to pretend I'm okay with this, I just can't. It's not right. It's not fair. And I realize if I told you all this, you'd get all defensive, and tell me you never asked for any of the kindness that I showed you, but has it not occurred to you that at this point, I'm just wondering why you chose to pretend I don't exist in your life?
I guess such is my lot in life.
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