.:Today's LSS:.

Sure, it's from the female point of view, but I can really commiserate.

Funny how the best LSS's come to me when it really hits me hard in the gut.

I wish I wasn't in love with you so you couldn't hurt me.

I Wish I Wasn't
by Heather Headley

I’m home alone again
And you’re out, hanging with your friends
So you say, but I know it’s not quite that way
It’s getting pretty late and you haven’t checked on me all day
When I called you didn’t answer
Now I’m feeling like you’re ignoring me

Refrain:
I wish that you were home
Holding me,tight in your arms
And I wish, I could go back
To the day before we met and skip my regret

Chorus:
I wish I wasn’t in love with you
So you couldn’t hurt me
It just ain’t fair the way you treat me
No you don’t deserve me
Wasted my time thinking about you and you ain’t never gone change
I wish I wasn’t in love with you
So I wouldn’t feel this way

When you touch me my heart melts
And everything you did wrong I forget
So you play me and take advantage
Of the love that I feel for you
Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I believed in you thats why I’m so mad
Now I’m drowning in disappointment, and it’s hard for me to even look at you

(Repeat Refrain)

Bridge
Said you care about me, but from what I see
I ain’t feeling that, so I disagree
Gave you all my love and understanding and you treated me like your enemy
So leave me alone, don’t want nothing from you
Just go back where you came from this house is no longer your home
You can not never come no more

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

I hear you knocking at my door again
I’m wondering should I let you in
I open up the door and see the flowers for me so beautiful in your hands
You start begging me to take you back,
I’ve always been a sucker for romance
And before you know it I can see, you’re all over me
Oh no here I go again

I wish I wasn’t in love with you so you couldn’t hurt me...


.:No Jokes Today:.

I'm in no particular mood to play tricks on people, to be frank. I've been deceived too many times in recent weeks, and I wouldn't want to subject people to more of the same.

.:1@5:.

Fifth anniversary party for WAVE, and it was the last time South Border would be performing in the Philippines for a while, as they're leaving for the States. I do believe they have a foreign outfit who took them in or something.

This is definitely good news for them, and I hope they do well. Wonder how their ex-lead vocalists feel about missing out on such an opportunity, though? Luke Mejares was actually our first performer for the program, even...

Nonetheless, it was just sad that their performance got cut short because the speakers just died on them. It was too bad, since the crowd was sooooo hyped for them.

It was too bad...

.:Don't Patronize Me:.

If all you could tell me is that "it was meaningless, to begin with", I'd rather not hear it.

Nothing about it was meaningless to me. In fact, it meant the world to me.

Don't patronize me. Don't tell me you feel sorry for me when you keep on hurting me at the same time.

Don't tell me that I'll get over it, either. Nine years of experience of never getting over something without closure (A closure denied.) says you're dead wrong.

Don't patronize me and pretend I'll just move on and find someone next week. I'm not that kind of a person. Nor do I intend to ever be one like that.