.:Levinas Again?:.

We had a long discussion on Levinas last night, and afterwards, I ended up going with TJ, Ray, and one other guy to Gerry's Grill in Libis just so we can unwind after what felt like three hours of intellectual torture. Lots of guy talk there, especially their harping me over Ces, and my self-control, which is uncharacteristic of my intentions and all, heh.

My thanks to Grace for being such an angel the past few days, though. She's the only thing that keeps me from going out of my mind, with all the hurly-burly stuff I've been up to.

Sandara Park, speaking tongues... hmm... that bar talk did yield some interesting ideas... imagine getting Sandara in a situation where she'd be speaking tongues... heh.

.:Exhausted...:.

I got home at around midnight and woke up early in the morning. Yes, I am too tired to blog. In fact, I'm almost burnt out, considering how little people seem to give a damn about each other as of late. Pouring out myself has never been so... emptying.

.:Today's LSS:.

I still feel strongly for this song... I'm not LJ cutting this one today. It just speaks out to me with a vengeance... never changed, after two years... sigh...

Unwell
by Matchbox Twenty


All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell